Homesick

I miss my parents I'm very lucky. I'm also going to cut down on spending. I just feel so bad. I found the $300 cash because I'm a dumbass who loses her money (or had it stolen but still). My parents pay so much for me already. They're paying for full tuition and housing and books and well EVERYTHING. I don't get any grants, and I'm not taking any loans.

Some people give me "zut" about how my parents express their love through money. Well you know what, so what I didn't get to see my parents very much when I was little. So what they didn't come to any opera recitals or support me conventionally in my endeavors. My parents were busy learning a new language, going through school, and trying to raise me at the same time. My dad went through semesters where he took 24 units and worked one or two jobs I can't remember while still raising me. And my mom? She was working two jobs since I was, what, 8? 9? She even bumped up to three jobs for a few years until she switched jobs (grave yard shift).

AHHH Busy week but I'm excited. I'm actually looking forward to writing my two 8 page papers and my second scene for acting and the two videos I agreed to be in. Well one was not an option haha. My scene went really really well today in Acting. Yaaaaayyyyyyyy. I'm not as awful!

look at my hat hurrsss in the grad one haha.


Mom: Are you being healthy? If you study too much you will get sick! Do you have any pimples
Me: No mom no pimples.
Mom: Are you sure? Drink lots of water.
(she thinks if I don't get enough sleep I get pimples)

It's official. UCSD first summer session here I come.