Que Sera, Sera

I'm starting to doubt. It's better that I deal with this now than when I'm about to graduate. Do I really need a double major? I was thinking about perhaps majoring in only Theatre and minoring in English and Human Rights. French would actually be the easiest minor for me because I would only have to take 3 more classes since ERC require so much. I don't know. My plan for my future is still kinda ehhh. I think I'll write about what I refuse to talk about.

I know it's highly highly impractical to major in Theatre. I don't have aspirations to become famous or a "star" I just love acting. I don't think I have it in me to try and pursue fame, nor do I think of fame as a worthy goal to have. I would just want to be a working actress, making enough to get by. Don't underestimate me though, I have many subsidiary ideas concerning my future income. I did plan on applying to both MFA and Law schools, however, I have drifted from that notion. For now, I'm thinking of doing copy editing or writing on the side to pay bills. I'm also looking into investments, but I'm not comfortable enough "gambling" my future. Stability, financial stability is vital to me. However, I don't want to waste my life overworking at a job that makes ridiculous amounts of money only to feel unsatisfied and become forced to find expression through side hobbies and other distractions. Sadly, however again, it kills me on the inside that I won't be starting at a salary in the six digits.

Anyway, right now I'm considering just majoring in Theatre and minoring in Lit and Human Rights instead of merely double-majoring in Lit and Theatre (I know I'm repeating, but I didn't know if anyone would remember what I wrote at the beginning). I really want to do Human Rights, but I THINK it's only offered as a minor for ERC. I haven't researched it very much yet. But I love Lit and Theatre and am not willing to give either up. What I could do is double major and minor, but I don't think that will work out well for my sanity and my other pursuits. I know minors aren't much, but I am just really capitvated by Human Rights. It's been the cornerstone for many of my past endeavors.

I Don't Know. Anymore.